2023 has been off to a rocky start, despite my best intentions. I aimed to have positive beginnings in both 2021 and 2022 as well, to no avail. But this one has been somewhat different in tone. I have felt more hesitant, more afraid - but also more eager for change. Over the course of … Continue reading Lost
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The Nice GameStop Lady
I am a forgetful person in general. Not good with names or faces. But I do remember actions - and kindnesses. Especially when they come from strangers. My best friend and I, wannabe Pokemon masters to this day, bought Pokemon HeartGold and SoulSilver at their time of release. A wise decision, considering how much the … Continue reading The Nice GameStop Lady
Vacation, All I Never Wanted
Allow me to preface this post by saying that I am fully aware the following story has a "first world problems" vibe, but sometimes, I just want to complain. Thus, I'm going to. This post will also contain descriptions of some rather gross medical conditions, but no pictures, so here is a trigger warning for … Continue reading Vacation, All I Never Wanted
The Ache
This is not where I thought I would be. I am a fortunate person, in general. I fully recognize that. But, at thirty, I am not happy with where I am in my life. It is within my power to change my circumstances, but it is so very hard. When it feels like I have … Continue reading The Ache
Rainbow
On a recent flight, I looked out the window and saw that we were flying past a gorgeous rainbow. Unfortunately, my phone was off and in my bag, and by the time I dug it out and turned it on, this photo was all I could capture. A little fragment was left. A mere slice … Continue reading Rainbow
Worth 1000 Words #14: The Top of the Stairs
At the tail end of a dismal 2020, I vowed to make 2021 better. For my personal life, professional life, and mental health. I can now safely say that not only was 2021 exponentially worse, but 2022 isn't off to that great of a start either. The downward spiral has continued. I am sure that … Continue reading Worth 1000 Words #14: The Top of the Stairs
Tides
I have made it known in the past that I don't like the beach. Specifically, I don't like sand, hot weather, or the blaring sun. I don't swim in the ocean (or go in it past my knees) and I don't even really swim in pools. I am a temperate, sensible ~70 degree type girl. … Continue reading Tides
Beyond the Storm
when the world is ravaged by an unforgiving storm, and the sea threatens to swallow those who dare to approach, rain pounds against the slick, dark shore, until clouds part, the furious wind abates, the sun rises once more, to start the day anew, beneath a pink sky
To Say Goodbye
After 25 years, my parents have sold the family home. It is an inevitable event - my parents never intended to stay in PA forever. They'll still be here for a little bit longer, but decided to strike while the housing market iron was hot for sellers. In a little over a week, my childhood … Continue reading To Say Goodbye
Scraps
When I first started my current job, I had a 45 minute commute to work. The drive could get boring, and, as someone with frequently racing thoughts, my mind goes in some bizarre directions. On my very first day of this new route, I noticed something on the side of the road as I was … Continue reading Scraps